At the End of My Ropes!

Life is hard. Lately I've really been struggling with the thought of having to grow up, of having to become an adult. I should be really excited about it all, but I'm not. I'm really stressed out lately. I still do not have a job nor any possibilities of getting one any time soon & that's been really stressful on me to say the least! I spend hours every week looking online for jobs & then even more hours applying for them & faxing my resume & still not even one company has called me for an interview! I'm not willingly to work just anywhere, I want to use my degree. I spent 4 & a half years at Western so I could have an education that would get me in the door & allow me to have opportunities that I wouldn't have without a degree. I'm beginning to think my degree is useless & nothing but a piece of paper! Things have not been going as planned! I feel stuck & I am! I don't have enough money to move anywhere so I'm stuck living at home with my parents & I have to find a job in Raleigh for that reason & because I don't have my own car! It wouldn't be so bad if I had a degree in math or science because then I would probably already have a job! Gosh it's just so dang frustrating! Oh, what also makes things worse, I have hardly any job experience because my parents never allowed me to work while I was in college! Oh & my cell phone is being turned off tomorrow because our contract is up & my mom refuses to renew it & since I have no job, I can't afford to renew it myself! So, no phone, no car, & no long-term employment experience, pretty much means I'm screwed!